Perfectionism is an unattainable goal. I used to think I used it as a kind of constantly moving goalpost in order to push myself further than I normally would, had there been no goalpost to aim for. But it turns out I was always just setting myself up for failure of the forever kind. It’s funny how no matter what age you are, you always seem to think you know “what’s going on.” But I’ve recently noticed that even things I once thought immovable have begun to shift. It’s as if I’d been some kind of somnambulistic magician my whole life, and had never realized I’d been duping myself with my own carefully crafted slight of hand for decades.
Or something like that.
01. Clint Mansell - Nina’s Dream
02. Poster Children - Dynamite Chair
03. Pavement - Rattled by the Rush
04. Bikini Kill - Rebel Girl
05. Hum - Green To Me
06. Low - Venus
07. Clint Mansell - The Double
08. The Juliana Hatfield Three - My Sister
09. Superchunk - Shallow End
10. Poster Children - Outside In
11. Red House Painters - I Am A Rock
12. Clint Mansell - Perfection
